My life has been kinda hectic lately. I dont really know whats going on.. and i'm starting to become frustrated with everything. I know i haven't really updated this thing in about a month of so.. i'm sorry, i just haven't had anything to write about... and when i do.. i end up just deleting it.
but yeah... I'm thinking about going back to mt. vernon.. I'm not sure that i will though.. i mean, one minute.. i feel like God is telling me i should go back... and then the next second i have a fear that i'll go and end up regreting it... and feel like i did towards the end of my time there... i just dont know what i want to do.. i feel like i'll be miserable either way i go.. but at least if i stay here i'll have money and be miserable. instead of broke. lol.....
i just dont know anymore.. i feel like all i really have is work.. i know it's stupid.. but it's the truth.. and i've been doing it a lot lately.. my last day off.... i was in mt. vernon. i had 2 days off last week.. tuesday and wednesday.. and that was my last day off... and my next day off wont be until at least monday of next week.. whenever Boss Lady makes the schedule.. so, between last last thursday-this sunday... 10 days of work.. 5 closes.. i'm exhausted...
and sad.. :-\
it shouldn't be too long before my next post...
prayers on what i should do with school and for me in general would be greatly appreciated.. thanks
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You know my thoughts on this, as we have discussed them before... But I just want you to know that I love you no matter what you do in life, and I believe you are going to do great things for God either way.
I will be praying for you while you wrestle with this decision!
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