Friday, July 31, 2009

I haven't written on this thing in forever, i know. I'm sorry for that Heath. :o)

Life has been restless lately.. I haven't had a good nights rest since before school let out.. I feel as if i'm just wasting my time right now.. I'm just busting my butt for what? i feel like i have nothing saved for school; everytime i get a pay check, i have to pay bills with it. everytime i have money, i feel a new bill creates itself. I'm working 40 hours a week in 4 days.. which is nothing, but i'm also taking a class on my days off.. and sitting in class for 2.5 hrs twice a week is worse than working a 12 hr shift. i'm just ready for summer to be over. so ready. i'm just really burnt out on life right now. July was a bad month for me.

sorry, i was in the middle of writing and just walked away... i might update again soon.... i dont feel like finishing my post right now...