So.. I've been a little afriad of me falling and drinking when I get on Wright State's campus.. I mean, i hate alcohol.. and it's against my beliefs to drink... but when looking at everybody's photos on their facebook.. beer and other sorts of alcohol is everywhere, i've just been a little afraid i'll buckle to peer pressure.. not that i do a lot.. especially when it comes to things against my beliefs... well, after tonight, my fear is gone.. I've always had a fear of drinking and becoming an alcoholic... seeing it everywhere on my dads side of my family.. it's been a while since i've seen anyone drunk.. and it's my hatred for alcohol has been revitalized... i was over at my dad's tonight... and after rockin' out to some guitar hero.. my dad comes up trashed.. and i go downstairs.. and jackie's on the couch crying with a black eye... haha, jk.. but, she was on the couch crying.. it's pathetic to what alcohol does to people.. and what it can do to families..
I've completely cut off all contact with my uncle.. as sad as it is... i mean, if he has any money at all.. he's trashed.. he wakes up every morning just to drink and waste his life.. and i just don't know what to say to him.. and it's hard to find him sober... and jackie says my dad's starting to get worse.. and is afraid my dad will become just like david... i just dont know what to do.. i mean, it's not my fault they like to drink.... a lot. but.. idk.. i just wish i could say something to help both of them realize their problem.. and get them to try and seek help.. or something.. idk... :-\
Monday, February 18, 2008
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You have a great perspective on this issue. Often times we fall into peer pressure because we think it is better or more desireable... Knowing what you know will be a great safeguard against that pressure. Perhaps it might even be an open door for you to help others who might be weaker in their resistance to the drug.
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