Romans 1:28-32

"²⁸Furthermore, since they did not think it worthwhile to retain the knowledge of God, he gave them over to a depraved mind, to do what ought not to be done. ²⁹They have become filled with every kind of wickedness, evil, greed and depravity. They are full of envy, murder, strife, deceit and malice. They are gossips, ³⁰slanderers, God-haters, insolent, arrogant and boastful; they invent ways of doing evil; they disobey their parents; ³¹they are senseless, faithless, heartless, ruthless. ³²Although they know God's righteous decree that those who do such things deserve death, they not only continue to do these very things but also approve of those who practice them."

This is kinda how i feel about my life sometimes. I mean, I love jesus.. but when i look at myself. I dont think i can see him anywhere. it's pathetic.

I haven't written on this thing in forever, i know. I'm sorry for that Heath. :o)

Life has been restless lately.. I haven't had a good nights rest since before school let out.. I feel as if i'm just wasting my time right now.. I'm just busting my butt for what? i feel like i have nothing saved for school; everytime i get a pay check, i have to pay bills with it. everytime i have money, i feel a new bill creates itself. I'm working 40 hours a week in 4 days.. which is nothing, but i'm also taking a class on my days off.. and sitting in class for 2.5 hrs twice a week is worse than working a 12 hr shift. i'm just ready for summer to be over. so ready. i'm just really burnt out on life right now. July was a bad month for me.

sorry, i was in the middle of writing and just walked away... i might update again soon.... i dont feel like finishing my post right now...