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3 weeks....

So, I have 3 weeks and a few days until I go back to mt. vernon... found out last week that i didn't have all the stuff they need after.. oh.. idk.. about 2 weeks worth of emailing this one lady she finally says she can't put together a financial aid package because they didnt have everything... why this genius lady didn't tell me this a little earlier.. oh yeah... idk... that just really frustrated me.


hopefully i'll know how much i'll owe within the next few days.. then i'll have a week to get everything i need together! yeah!.....


i'll be more excited when i find out how much i have to pay and when i get confirmed.

20 lbs in 3 months!

so, since i've stopped working out.. i've gained a bunch of weight.. and about a week ago.. my friend and i made a bet.. that i will lose 20 lbs in 3 months.. and keep it off for another 3... for i think 25 bucks? haha, and.. if you know me well, i'll pretty much do anything for a little extra cash! it'll give me a little extra motivation to get a dead sexy bod! haha


i know i haven't actually posted an entry in forever.. i have a few saved, but haven't posted in awhile..

I've decided to go back to mt. vernon! I sent in my deposits on friday! I think things will be different this time around. I really do. I lacked motivation there and devoted almost all my time with work and my ex. ugh. haha i guess we learn from our mistakes.


like i was saying about i'll do anything for money... someone from pizzahut is trying to steal me from dominos!! and it's sooo tempting... i'd make soo much more at pizza hut.. but I LOVE the people at dominos.. i wish i could just do both 3 different nights a week until i find something that'll pay me more and somewhere that i'll be able to save my car...


i dont know what i want to do.... ahh!

so....

I failed miserably at that last mission...

this new one is going to be simple.. haha

Go to church on sunday! :)

I'm on a mission.

so, recently i've let god slip away from my life... i've been so consumed by so many different things.. and have pushed God into the back seat.. then into my trunk.. and it's been like i'm running out of room in my trunk.. so, I've decided that i'm taking a break from Facebook and AIM(Aol Instant Messenger for someone who might not know what that means.. coughHeath).. which doesn't include yahoo... so, you can still talk to me heath! haha... anyways.. so, i'm going to take some time off to straighten things up and spend some more time with God.

so, for the people on AIM who do read my blog... that's why i'm not on....

i feel like i've been played.

eehhh.

so, lately.... pretty much everything has gone wrong.

everything.

but.. in light of my whole world crashing in on me... and falling apart..
the past few days. everything keeps falling apart.. but, i keep getting more and more happier..

i dont know what it is.. but something's starting to make me happy! :)

i love work. lol
maybe that's it!


so, i still dont know what i want to do with the school thing.. but... the more thought i put into it.. the more i think i want to go back to the naz.... even with things the way they were when i left..

we'll see.